Scissor + Paper + Marker: Bye bye & Durian love!

(I'm too lazy to change the blog address in the pictures from cin-yi to cinyi...)

All the best!

 For all my friends... either we are going for internship or really gonna work dy... All the best! I'll miss you all! May God pour out His blessings on His people!

Durian = thorny? Duri = Thorn

I likee durian. Very heaty though. Once a while only I eat durian. Anyway I think durian is amazing. It has thorns, but the flesh are so softy and so nicee~ And the fragrance even stays for a long time in your digestive system LOL. It's like TRUE LOVE! You'll see the inside of someone, not the outside :) Ahh someday we'll find our durian, and people who loves us as the durian lover~ Anyway I won't unfriend those who don't eat durian ;)

Should be Duricious :X

Matrix!!! Classic quotes

I always think that Matrix is a must watch for the IT people. It's just so IT, and so zen.

Some nice quotes I likee... 

Morpheus: If real is what you can feel, smell, taste and see, then 'real' is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain 

And this spoon thing is classic! 

Spoon boy: Do not try and bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead... only try to realize the truth.
Neo: What truth?
Spoon boy: There is no spoon.
Neo: There is no spoon?
Spoon boy: Then you'll see, that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself. 

Agent Smith: I'd like to share a revelation that I've had during my time here. It came to me when I tried to classify your species and I realized that you're not actually mammals. Every mammal on this planet instinctively develops a natural equilibrium with the surrounding environment but you humans do not. You move to an area and you multiply and multiply until every natural resource is consumed and the only way you can survive is to spread to another area. There is another organism on this planet that follows the same pattern. Do you know what it is? A virus. Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet. You're a plague and we are the cure.

Cypher: You know, I know this steak doesn't exist. I know that when I put it in my mouth, the Matrix is telling my brain that it is juicy and delicious. After nine years, you know what I realize?
[Takes a bite of steak]
Cypher: Ignorance is bliss. 

And Morpheus is cool!

Commander Lock: Dammit, Morpheus. Not everyone believes what you believe.
Morpheus: My beliefs do not require them to.   

Councillor Hamann: That's how it is with people - nobody cares how it works as long as it works.

You changed me (and still changing me now)!

When I was much more younger, I was a very depressed kid. I used to think I was kind of useless and didn't feel loved. I was afraid of how people looked at me, maybe they talked at my back or what. But actually at that time I had friends at school, I was considered as one of the top students too. My family was also doing fine.

When I was 11, I started to go church with my family. Through going to church, I got to know Jesus more. And I learned that Jesus loves me. So it doesn't matter how people look at me, but God just loves us for who we are. And everyone has his/her strengths (and of course weaknesses), so no one is useless, or better or worse than someone else.

I got to learn a lot of things. But the most important thing is that I learn to love myself, people around me, and also love God back.

Thank God for everything! Just like the drawing: Everyone can be AWESOME! You are loved!

Just wanna share about what made a change in my life. I hope you already know your AWESOMENESS :D

星爺經典對白

一定要po啦，太想念星爷电影了。上网找了一下，筛选一些我喜欢的。觉得还有很多。星爷真是鬼才～

唐伯虎点秋香

燒雞翼, 我鍾~~~意食

小強！小強你點呀小強！小強你唔好死呀！我同你相依為命、同甘共苦左咁多年，一直將你當係親生骨肉咁供書，估唔到今日白頭人送黑頭人。

別人笑我太瘋癲，我笑他人看不穿，不見五陵豪傑墓，無花無酒鋤作田。

一鄉二里共三夫子，不識四書五經六義，竟敢教七八九子，十分大膽！
十室九貧，湊得八兩七錢六分五毫四厘，尚且三心二意，一等下流！

對穿腸：好工整啊！
華太師：華安，你來的正是時候。
唐伯虎：沒事，沒事，沒事。
對穿腸：在下是七省文狀元兼參謀將軍，綽號對王之王的對穿腸。閣下是？
唐伯虎：小弟讀過兩年書，塵世中一個迷途小書僮，華安。
對穿腸：好！我就來會一會你！
(兩人互相凝視，蓄勢待發，突然......親了一下......眾人跌倒在地！)
唐伯虎：對不起，我倆惺惺相惜，情不自禁。
對穿腸：言歸正傳，我們開始了。
圖書裡，龍不吟虎不嘯，小小書僮可笑可笑。
唐伯虎：棋盤裡，車無輪馬無韁，叫聲將軍提防提防。
眾 人：對得好！對得好！
對穿腸：鶯鶯燕燕翠翠紅紅處處融融洽洽。
唐伯虎：雨雨風風花花葉葉年年暮暮朝朝。
眾 人：華安真行啊！對得好！
寧 王：快出對子對死他，對死他！
對穿腸：十口心思，思君思國思社稷。
唐伯虎：八目尚賞，賞花賞月賞秋香。
對穿腸：我上等威風，顯現一身虎膽。
唐伯虎：你下流賤格，露出半個龜頭。
對穿腸：我堂堂參謀將軍會輸筆個書僮？
你家墳頭來種樹。
唐伯虎：汝家澡盆雜配魚。
對穿腸：魚肥果熟入我肚。
唐伯虎：你老娘來親下廚！
(對穿腸倒地噴血)
唐伯虎：對對本為消遣作樂，今日穿腸兄居然對到嘔出幾十兩血，
可謂空前絕後，小弟佩服佩服！

華夫人：我們一日喪命散是用七種不同的毒蟲，再加上了鶴紅， 提鍊了七七四十九日而成的，無色無味，殺人於無影無蹤！
唐伯虎：哼！我們含笑半步癲是用蜂蜜、川貝、桔梗、加上天山雪蓮配製而成， 不需冷藏，也沒有防腐劑，除了毒性猛烈之外，味道還很好吃！
華夫人：吃了我們一日喪命散的人，一天之內會武功全失，經脈逆流， 胡思亂想而致走火入魔，最後會血管爆裂而死。
唐伯虎：沒有錯！而吃了含笑半步癲的朋友， 顧名思義絕對不能走半步路或是面露笑容，否則也會全身爆炸而死。
實在是居家旅行......
華夫人：殺人滅口......
唐、華：必備良藥！

龍的傳人

隔壁阿強教了我一首詩，他說在香港會背就可以免費換一個漢堡飽吃！我好像記得是：非常厲害巨無霸，茄汁薯條漢堡飽，起士蕃茄加芝麻，人人吃了笑哈哈！

上海灘賭聖

叉燒包 誰愛吃剛出爐的叉燒包 誰愛吃剛出爐的叉燒包
還有那蓮蓉包呀豬油包呀魚翅包呀豆沙包呀應有盡有

大话西游：

你应该这么 做，我也应该死。曾经有一份真诚的爱情放在我面前，我没有珍惜，等我失去的时候我才后悔莫及，人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。你的剑在我的咽喉上割下去吧！ 不用再犹豫了！如果上天能够给我一个再来一次的机会，我会对那个女孩子说三个字：我爱你。如果非要在这份爱上加上一个期限，我希望是......一万年！

整蛊专家

其实我就是改变社会风气，风魔万千少女，刺激电影市道，提高年轻人内涵，玉树临风，风度翩翩的整蛊专家，我名叫古晶，英文名叫Jing Koo！

奶油血滴子!奶油血滴子就是碰一碰就會弄得你滿臉奶油，是整人之霸最凶悍的整人攻擊型武器之一！

遙控電流香蕉，一按開關就放電，電得他秀斗，是相當主流派的整人武器！

誠實豆沙包，吃完了30秒之內說的話會誠誠實實，是90年代新科技的產品！

慚愧棒棒糖，吃了之後會對生前所做的錯事非常慚愧，是整人武器中的極品！

其他类：

对不起，我是卧底。

你看不见我你看不见我你看不见我......

意不意外？高不高兴？开不开心？

对不起啊，导演。嗯...... 根据角色的背景性格呢，等一下演的时候，在节奏上我想再调皮一点，但是又带点矛盾，你看怎么样？

你快点回火星吧，地球是很危险地。

剪头发不应该看别人怎么剪就发神经跟流行，要配合啊！你看你的发型，完全不配合你的脸型脸型又不配合身型，身型又和发型完全不搭，而且极度不配合啊！！欢哥！你究竟要怎么样啊？

Harp of David

Last night around 2 a.m.

I went down to the pondok downstairs, with my TGM. and had a little quiet time with God

Sang some songs, read Psalms

Thought of a story in bible which is about David played harp for King Saul

Sometimes I thought, is David a skillful player? Maybe. But what brings the presence of God is the life of David

So I unzipped the case, took the guitar and played.

I am never a skillful player. But as I played, and it was only simple progression, G and C, I felt God touched my heart, and my tears just flowed out.

I don't care what people thinks. Also stuff that I posted on facebook. Maybe some thinks that I wanna get attention or whatever. I don't care. I'm fine with You.

Thank You again

I am in *Misery* / Angels in disduise

A lot of things that I wanna say

These few days I was feeling miserable. I don't know how to describe it.

I was so miserable. I read my bible and I prayed. I cried as I read Psalms. And I asked God to send people to talk to me. But I couldn't wait for someone to come to me. I was so desperate and I just clicked names on facebook chat to talk to them.

Thank God for wonderful friends. They were like ever-ready just be there for me. I just asked them to pray for me and I shared my problems with them. And after that some just came and shared to me when they saw my facebook status.

Thank you guys and girls. You all are really wonderful people. Thanks to Ming Wei, Jared, Callie-jie, xiaoJohn, Wen Ji, Jenny (you're such a sweet girl!!!), Li Khai, Jon (thanks for the sharing!) and Josh... and also everyone who remembers me in prayer. You all are angels in disguise.

It was like I don't wanna go anywhere but home. I don't really wanna go back to JB, but I wanna be at home! And I don't feel excited about what's ahead of me. I feel kinda lost. It's a feeling of uncertainty. I was so desperate and I cried out to God, and I believe He comforts me with His words and through His people.

PSM2 kinda giving me stress. I didn't do much, but I just felt sick whenever I wanna start.

And also I was kind of worried because of my family. I wanna start earning money! (Aww... always think about money, this is not a good thing)

I think I feel kinda lonely sometimes. Someone told me I need a quiet time with God. I think I have to be fixed. Something's wrong with me. I'm just like a car not going for maintenance for a long long time. Need to have spiritual check-up everyday.

I still don't really know what was that. I mean the miserable feeling.

I feel like going back to where Soneja is.

I feel like grabbing my guitar and just go somewhere and sing.

Thank You for sustaining me.You're my one and only way

Anyway a song for the angels in disguise, cuz I don't know how to express my gratitude

Angel in disguise by Corinne May

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed and
dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'

Oh~ But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
And I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea

Oh~ But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side

Oooh~~

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise

I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new

Love? Infatuation?

Some thoughts came across my mind when I talked with my friends.

How do you know that you really like/love someone that you are ready to commit yourself into a relationship? Of course as a Christian, I'll say "Pray lah." But how do you know that you like someone? I really don't know how it feels. So fuzzy to define it.

Found this on Google search: Differences Between Love and Like

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster

But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring

But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush

But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind

But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy

But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love

But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them

But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye

And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like

All you need to do is cover your ears,

But if you try to close your eyes

Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

Author Unknown

Someone also told me that we should start praying for our life partner even before we have a boyfriend/girlfriend (unless you don't wanna get married). I think it's a good thing to get serious in this. Probably I'll start praying about this :D Just commit everything ahead of me to the Lord.

This song just stuck in my head. Hope you all will love it. Somebody's Me by Enrique Iglesias

Somebody's me

You, do you remember me?

Like I remember you?

Do you spend your life

Going back in your mind to that time?

Cause I, I walk the streets alone

I hate being on my own

And everyone can see that I really fell

And I'm going through hell

Thinking about you with somebody else

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you

Somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely

Somebody hopes that one day you will see

That somebody's me, that somebody's me, yeah

How, how did we go wrong?

It was so good and now it's gone

And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross

And what we hide isn't lost

Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you

Somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely

Somebody hopes that one day you will see

That somebody's me, oh, yeah

You will always be in my life even if I'm not in your life

Cause you're in my memory

You, will you remember me?

And before you set me free, oh, listen please

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you

Somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely

Somebody hopes that someday you will see

Somebody's me, that somebody's me

That somebody's me, that somebody's me

the XII of us

I was thinking I must write a post for this trip. So one day when I read this I can recall some of the memories.

Really thank God for the meaningful trip. I couldn't join in the first place but God made it possible! And part of the trip was kinda intense and tiring, but we all made it by God's grace.

All glory to God!

Also to remember the team. They are awesome people. Some of them I never met before but we got to know one another in the trip. Some of them I only smiled at them at most but now we can talk a lot. Imagine we makan and did everything (I mean almost everything) together. That's what I love about mission trip.

For all the single ladies in the trip: the ladies rock! We ate bugs, painted the walls, shared the secrets (LOL!), did shopping together... I miss those awesome time we spent together!

Also for the guys... I must say that all the guys are gentlemen. Very caring and responsible. I still remember PJ told us the guys must take the lead (something like that). I think they all did very well. You guys rock!

Even though there were times that the ideas bercanggah but I think all handled them well. ;) We are bound together by His love.

the XII of us

brothers

sisters <3

Got to write something about each of them too. Okay, ladies first. (Their identities are protected by abbreviated/modified nicknames)

PJ: Not easy to lead and guide us along yet she did it. Very independent too. She always has a lot of things to do, and she needs to take care of the needs of many people around, but I think she's doing well, cuz I can feel her concern towards me too. SO much to learn from her. And a very big thank you!

Chrissie: Very talented but she's never being proud and she can accept others' opinions. Very outgoing too. She can be really funny (LOL when I think of her). Feels very comfortable to talk to her. May not be able to see her around after this All the best! Hope to see you again!

ST: Honeypot LOL! Very friendly and outgoing and sweet girl. Kinda blur sometimes and made us laughed. Still remember she tried out the dresses she bought and all the "testimonies" from her. I think she has the gene from her mom (as a teacher). And the girls love her!

JiJi: The one who drew 3 Tiggers and 2 Poohs. I spent a lot of time with her, and witnessed her life for 3 years. She's really an encouragement to me. And we're not like those kind of blonde BFF, but friends who can share things. It's hard to find friends who has common frequency.

And now the guys.

PP: A good leader. He knows when to play, when to get serious, and he can control the situation. Too bad didn't talk a lot, but I think he's really funny. His face is like so serious and I can't tell when he's telling jokes. And he can act very well LOL. He's got the x-factor of an actor. Too bad he was sick during the trip... I mean homesick/lovesick

Alan: I knew him before the trip, and he's one of the people I feel comfortable to talk with. There are certain people whom I feel a little bit stressed to talk with. But it's fine with him. He was sick for a while and I saw him taking Strepsils from time to time (and I took one from him when I got sore throat). Thank you for the Strepsils!

Remy: Knew him before the trip too. Actually saw another side of him during this trip. He gets serious in certain times (and played around being crazy as he usually does too). He's one of the friendly people that I know. And his testimony really encourages me. Did well for the singing part too LOL. He's got the gift. Thank God for that.

Jon: I think he looks cold the first time I saw him. But I knew he's actually a friendly person before the trip (Ya he's one of the friendly people). Even though he likes to tease and kacau people sometimes but he has the side which is caring too. Actually he's a funny person. He joined to share "testimonies" with us (the girls) too LOL

KLCC: Helped out a lot through the preparation and I think he's a responsible person. Very caring too. Always asks others whether they're doing ok. Gets crazy when he drinks coffee LOL (I don't know whether that's true but that happened once when we're doing painting). But he's serious doing the serious stuff. I call it EFFICIENT. Anyway, I like his new watch

Jingles: Very cartoon. Most of the times his jokes are funny LOL. Before the trip I thought he's a quiet person (and I was wrong). Very helpful and always contribute ideas. He listens to what people says and that's very encouraging and heart-warming. And I like his slang LOL. (Can't help thinking about the dancing videos).

Josh: My buddy, also the youngest among us. We were assigned to take care of one another but I think I didn't do much for him :O I just tried to talk to him more, or looked around to check where he was. In fact he took care of the others too other than me. People said he's blur sometimes, but I think he's being smart at the right time (Learning the foreign language etc)

There's a song I want to dedicate to all of them, and those others who faithfully serve.

Thank you

I dreamed I went to Heaven, you were there with me.
We walked upon the streets of gold beside the Crystal Sea.
We heard the angels singing, then someone called your name.
You turned and saw this young man, and he was smiling as he came.
He said, "Friend you may not know me now," and then he said, "But wait -
You used to teach my Sunday School, when I was only eight.
And every week you would say a prayer before the class would start.
And one day when you said that prayer,
I asked Jesus in my heart."

Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am so glad you gave.

Then another man stood before you, he said "Remember the time,
A missionary came to your church, His pictures made you cry.
You didn't have much money but you gave it anyway.
Jesus took that gift you gave
And that's why I'm here today"

Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am so glad you gave.
 

One by one they came, far as your eyes could see.
Each life somehow touched by your generosity.
Little things that you had done, sacrifices that you made,
They were unnoticed on this earth
In Heaven now proclaimed.

And I know up in Heaven you're not supposed to cry
But I am almost sure there were tears in your eyes
As Jesus took your hand and you stood before the Lord
He said "My child look around you,
Great is your reward."

Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am so glad you gave.

I don't know whether I will meet them again (Since I'm not good at keeping in touch with people, and all most of us are going to different places). But we have the same final destination (not referring to the movie). So see you all around.

Thank you. And God bless~

Get it right

I had a bad habit. Once in a while I'll delete all the posts in my blog cuz wanna start afresh. Just now I was looking at my older blog posts. Actually those are really wonderful memories (even though some just seems to be some kind of crap, LOL). So, perhaps I'll just keep them in the coming days.

In GLEE there's a song "Get It Right" by Rachel (Lea Michele)... hope I spelled correctly. I don't know about you, but sometimes I have this kind of feeling, that I didn't do certain things right. Then the guilt just haunted me. Aww. But sometimes it's just the Devil playing with people's mind.

You are loved ;) Anyway gonna introduce this song -- Get It Right

What have I done? I wish I could
Away from this ship goin’ under
Just tryin’ to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it right

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
‘Cause I can’t go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I’ll get through this

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair
Yeah, I’ll send out a wish
Yeah, I’ll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it right