Long time!

Time goes so fast. I'll be doing some update very soon

Anyway, I'm 24 this year

Some updates

It's been long... I started my internship since 2 months ago. I can't wait to see my project done

Aww. Want a breakthrough in my life

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I've been thinking about my job. I mean my future career

What do I wanna do?

I'm trying to be positive. I like programing actually, but... not staring at screen for the whole day.

I wanna do something meaningful.

Wanna feel achievement in my job :/

There's nothing I can do, but in You

Today I felt, there's like nothing I can do

During lunch, I couldn't finish the noodles.

Thinking about children who starved and died, I felt sick.

So many people in need, and there's like nothing I can do.

God I wanna do something for those in need, use me to reach out to them

人長大后，梦想就好像不見了

(Dreams seem to disappear when you become a grown-up)

I watched a Taiwan movie 【六局下半】, about a cop who is raising money for his daughter to further study in foreign country, and a boy who wants to become a dancer.

One of the scenes, the daughter had this dialogue with the father. (Can't remember exactly the actual lines)

女儿：爸爸，我出国让你负担很重？
父：哪有，乱讲。那是你的梦想
女儿：爸爸，那你的梦想是什么？
父：人长大了以后，梦想就好像不见了。

Awww. Dreams.

I was feeling a bit isolated. Since I came back here, I hardly contact anyone. Sometimes I think I'm kind of like anti-social.

I think I have to expand my social network. Make more friends.

At times like this, I feel that O need God more.

A very simple song dedicated to all - Breathe by Michael W. Smith

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me

And I, I'm desperate for you
And I, I'm lost without you

What's next?

Watched this show about a celebrity (Fann Wong) went to Thailand as a volunteer and helped the people there.

And I miss them.

The kids, the people over there.

Somehow I believe working at the office 8 hours/day and 5 days/week is not that kind of life that I want : |

Oh God, what's next?

Don't misuse that

Sometimes I think: Do I love God enough? Am I doing much enough?

Arg. Guess I'll say no. I'm not satisfied with myself.

Quite a while ago I read a blog of someone. Very encouraging. That's why I love Godly people.

Thank you for being a blessing. And thank You too, for being patient with me.

But can't misuse that.

Fighting!!!