人長大后，梦想就好像不見了

(Dreams seem to disappear when you become a grown-up)

I watched a Taiwan movie 【六局下半】, about a cop who is raising money for his daughter to further study in foreign country, and a boy who wants to become a dancer.

One of the scenes, the daughter had this dialogue with the father. (Can't remember exactly the actual lines)

女儿：爸爸，我出国让你负担很重？
父：哪有，乱讲。那是你的梦想
女儿：爸爸，那你的梦想是什么？
父：人长大了以后，梦想就好像不见了。

Awww. Dreams.

I was feeling a bit isolated. Since I came back here, I hardly contact anyone. Sometimes I think I'm kind of like anti-social.

I think I have to expand my social network. Make more friends.

At times like this, I feel that O need God more.

A very simple song dedicated to all - Breathe by Michael W. Smith

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me

And I, I'm desperate for you
And I, I'm lost without you

What's next?

Watched this show about a celebrity (Fann Wong) went to Thailand as a volunteer and helped the people there.

And I miss them.

The kids, the people over there.

Somehow I believe working at the office 8 hours/day and 5 days/week is not that kind of life that I want : |

Oh God, what's next?

Don't misuse that

Sometimes I think: Do I love God enough? Am I doing much enough?

Arg. Guess I'll say no. I'm not satisfied with myself.

Quite a while ago I read a blog of someone. Very encouraging. That's why I love Godly people.

Thank you for being a blessing. And thank You too, for being patient with me.

But can't misuse that.

Fighting!!!

You're an angel! Thank you

Today is my 3rd day of internship. Thank God I finally know how to get to my working place. A very kindhearted lady showed me the way, what buses to take etc. She must be an angel ❤

Well, I only have 4 colleagues here + boss. All guys. So today as I went out of toilet I found that the rest went for lunch already. The boss wasn't around and one of the guys brings his own lunch. Anyway, I don't mind having lunch alone. Seriously. It's easier than eating with strangers(?). But I think I have to socialize a bit lah. So. Yeah. But if it was me, I would wait and ask the new colleague to join me. Difference between guys and girls? But there are guys who are considerate too!!! Argggg miss my friends

Nevermind. The kind lady who helped me this morning already brighten up my day enough.

Thank you. You must be an angel

No time D:

I have no time for myself D:

Goodness. I should arrange my time well. Work can kill one. I don't even have time to watch Two and a Half Men and draw!

But I'm thankful I'm doing something that I like (so far I feel so). Programming + media (game programming includes graphic design). Thank God for the internship placement.

It's 12.24a.m. and this should be early for me, but I really tak boleh tahan.

Good night. (Still trying to install Microsoft Visual Studio 2008)

Hoping...

I'm starting my internship tomorrow.

Hope I'll still have time to blog.

Negaraku

 The BERSIH 2.0 rally is today. I just hope that no one got hurt or anything. I want PEACE! Many videos and photos were uploaded on internet.

One thing touched my heart, when I saw a friend of mine posted this status:

Negaraku, tanah tumpahnya darahku
Rakyat hidup bersatu dan maju

Amen, amen. Pray that we can be united. 

How good and pleasant it is when God’s people live together in unity!  (Psalm 133:1)

Lord, grant us unity.

Bye baby

My dear TGM baby,

Bye baby. I didn't really bought you but we've been together for so long. Around 2 years plus. Now I'm giving you away. I've been thinking about it. I know even though we have Hofma and Yamaha F310 at home, I'll still stick to you. But now we have extra, and I should bless people with what I have. So even though I love you very much and wanna bring you back, I still decided to leave you here. Dear babe, I won't forget you. You're not the first guitar I played, but you're my first one! You're considered as mine. But we have to move on.

God bless those who are going to use you.

Google Guitar! & other Google logos

Play Google Guitar! Les Paul's 96th Birthday xp [animated]

Also Robert Bunsen's 200th Birthday. I hope you heard about Bunsen burner. [animated]

 

And Jules Verne's 183rd Birthday. Jules Verne (1828-1905), noted French scientific author wrote Around the World in Eighty Days (1873), Journey to the Center of the Earth (1864), and Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea (1869). Click here to see the HD version of this Google logo. [animated]

Nov 08 - Discovery of X-Rays

 

Happy Halloween - Part 1 to 5!!! (Scooby Doo!)

 

 

Agatha Christie's 120th Birthday 

 

 

Jun 29 - Antoine de Saint-Exupery's 110th Birthday. (Little Prince is in it!!! Please don't tell me you don't know about the book. Try to Google and read it. It's nice!)

 

LOL! PAC-MAN's 30th Anniversary! You can actually play PAC-MAN at the site! [animated] 

 

 

Okay the last one. Thumbelina!!! Hans Christian Andersen's 205th Birthday!!!

 

 

I like Google. There's so much fun!!! :)

Half of the year is gone

Yea. Read the title.

It's already 2nd July.

And also, I'm going back to JB for internship and so on. Arg. I start thinking whether I can get used to my old church. Last time I couldn't get used to CCC's service cuz the service is shorter. Now I'm already used to it :O Also GPS is bilingual punya.

Perhaps my English speaking will be like so GG. I don't mean I speak so well now. But it is more fluent than before.

And I wanna make some short term goals (for July - December 2011):
1. To learn something during this internship and make an impact for God in my company (even though it's only 6 months)
2. Seek God about my future. I wanna flow with His plan, not mine.
3. Commit myself in my relationship with God, to be closer to Him. Consistency of prayers, devotion and reading of His words.
4. Play guitar better ( I don't really know how to set a goal for this. I mean, to describe it technically or physically?) - watch some Youtube videos, practice more etc
5. Learn cooking and do household chores
6. Exercise!!! With consistency
7. Keep in touch with Malacca friends (This is important)... I wanna visit my sis and other friends in KL at least once before end of the year! Also wanna visit friends in Singapore!
8. This one is kinda optional. I hope I can learn a media programming software. eg Blender or Synfig.

Aww... have to pray. And pray harder

p/s: Anyway... I added two more

9. Have a good financial planning! Got debts to pay!
10. To be caring! We need a heart-warming community :)

Love you all (I don't know who's reading this anyway xp). Good night